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ferineBeautiful eyes looking at me
From the glowing screen
Lips I knew so well
Skin as soft as a feather bed
I don't know why...
Why I miss the pretense of desire
The obsession
The wanton lust
The contentment in the madness
A soft place to fall
Despite being an illusion
It's all in the past now
The memories fading
Never forgotten, just not so sharp
Sometimes they linger in dreams
Sometimes we make peace
Sometimes we have sex
Sometimes we pass by like strangers
Which, in a way, I guess we always were
Many of my friends have been promoting C9 pics. I attended Convergence 6, and was curious to take a look at how folks in the net.goth community had changed over the years.
I was shocked by the way some have changed. I also saw my ex-fiance which, while it didn't surprise me, brought back a slew of uncomfortable feelings.
It's strange to think of how things have happened over the years. It boggles me how I've survived. Thank god I land on my feet no matter how often I fall.
From the glowing screen
Lips I knew so well
Skin as soft as a feather bed
I don't know why...
Why I miss the pretense of desire
The obsession
The wanton lust
The contentment in the madness
A soft place to fall
Despite being an illusion
It's all in the past now
The memories fading
Never forgotten, just not so sharp
Sometimes they linger in dreams
Sometimes we make peace
Sometimes we have sex
Sometimes we pass by like strangers
Which, in a way, I guess we always were
Many of my friends have been promoting C9 pics. I attended Convergence 6, and was curious to take a look at how folks in the net.goth community had changed over the years.
I was shocked by the way some have changed. I also saw my ex-fiance which, while it didn't surprise me, brought back a slew of uncomfortable feelings.
It's strange to think of how things have happened over the years. It boggles me how I've survived. Thank god I land on my feet no matter how often I fall.
